My New Ways

I currently live my life in three hour increments. I feed Lyla, we play, she sleeps. Our three activities in those increments vary in length each time. Sometimes we play for an hour and then she sleeps for an hour and a half. Other times we play for two and a half hours and she only closes her eyes for five minutes. But regardless of the length of our activities, our lives still consist of these three hour increments.

Sometimes, I am still amazed when I really think about just how much my life has changed. No longer is my life ruled by a job, but rather a baby. I sometimes miss my old routine and my old ways - the ones that consisted of long runs all by myself, spur of the moment outings, weekend trips, plenty of good wine, date night, lots of cooking and baking, and plenty of "me" time. I miss my regularly scheduled bedtime and wake up time (not to mention the fact that it was uninterrupted, except for on Notre Dame home football weekends, then it was constantly interrupted by the students who lived next door that my father-in-law deemed "crazed!"). But now I live in these three hour increments and they repeat themselves incessantly.

Occasionally, I find myself getting frustrated. I miss my old ways. I keep telling myself that soon enough I will get back to them. Soon enough I will head out for a long solo run and push my body past it's limits. Soon enough I will get to spend endless hours in the kitchen testing new recipes and trying new techniques. Soon enough I will have that date night that includes dinner and a movie. Soon enough I will wear my heels again! Soon enough I will fit into my size 2 jeans. Soon enough, soon enough.

Today though my baby is no longer considered a "newborn." She is three months old and I am pretty sure that means I can no longer use the excuse "I just had a baby." For three months we have been getting to know each other and coming to learn each other's ways. For example, I have learned that Lyla's ways include laughing while she falls asleep; they include waking up in the middle of the night (at least for now); they include sucking on her hand whenever her pacifier falls out, they include grabbing onto her ear as she eats; they include giggling when you make "o" sounds; and they include making my heart ache at least four times every day. Her ways also include those three hour increments.

I took three whole months, but I think I have finally realized that I will never get back to my "old ways." It is time for new ways and I am ok with that. Although different and divided into three hour increments, these new ways are even better than my old ones for they include Lyla and life without her would be no life at all. So I am happy to take on these new ways. Although I will always be fond of those days long gone, I will excitedly look to the future and embrace my new ways with a heart full of love, a slow cooker, morning coffee and a jogging stroller - and hopefully someday soon my new ways will include a brand new pair of size 2 jeans.

Slow Cooker meal of the week: Classic Pot Roast (adapted from Cuisine)

Heat a few tablespoons of olive oil in a large saute pan. Sear a 4 lb beef roast on all sides.

Move the roast to the slower cooker and set on low. In the saute pan, add 1/4 cup of flour and 2 tablespoons of tomato paste. Cook for one minute. Deglaze the pan with 1/2 cup of white wine and cook for another minute or so. Add in 1 1/2 cups of beef broth and 1 tablespoon of Worcestershire sauce.

Pour the sauce over the roast and set the slow cooker to low. Cleaning and chopping, combine 1 onion, 6 carrots and a few sticks of celery in a large bowl. Sprinkle with thyme and 3 bay leaves.

Add the vegetable mixture to slow cooker and let cook for 8 hours.

4 hours in

During the last thirty minutes of cooking, boil 2 lbs of cleaned and chopped red potatoes. Once tender, drain and add a tablespoon of butter, a splash of milk, and seasoned salt. Mash together and finally add in one bag of defrost peas (because let's be honest, we all know that on Thanksgiving your mashed potatoes are really only a vehicle for your peas).

Serve the roast with a splash of sauce, veggies, potatoes and bread for dipping!

Enjoy!

Is it Spring Yet?

When my husband was applying for jobs, I told him that I would go anywhere he wanted as long as it was south of our current location which at that time was South Bend, IN. Somehow he managed to accept a job in one of the only major cities north of South Bend - Milwaukee. He promised me though and stated over and over again, that the weather would be no worse, no colder and if I am not mistaken I believe he said we would experience less snow in Milwaukee than we had in past years in South Bend. I did not believe him.

Today is May 4th. We are a full month and a half into "spring," yet I wore my winter coat to work this morning and it snowed two whole days last week. When I check the forecast each morning, I find myself getting overly excited for temperatures in the 50's and not surprised at all when the high is only 42. I often point out to my husband that South Bend is consistently 10 degrees warmer than Milwaukee. Now don't get me wrong, Milwaukee is a far better city than South Bend. There is much more to do, wonderful restaurants to try out, apparently some great beers (50 more days and I can confirm that for myself!) and not a week goes by that someone doesn't tells me how amazing the summers are here. Yet somehow I find myself constantly asking "is it spring yet?"

Last week as the rain continued to fall and I was still wearing my winter sweaters I decided the only way to encourage spring to come was to start acting like it had already arrived - make a meal worthy of a beautiful spring day: beef tenderloin with mushrooms, fingerling potatoes, and a delicious carrot cake.

Beef Tenderloin:
Beef tenderloin is such a great cut of meat that you really should not have to do too much to it. I simply coated it with a bit of olive oil, and sprinkled it with rosemary, thyme, salt and pepper.

I cooked the meat at 450 degrees until it reached an internal temperature of 140 degrees. I allowed it to rest for 10 minutes before cutting into it.

Before serving the beef, I made a simple mushroom gravy by heating olive oil in a large skillet. Once warmed, I added a bit of thyme and a whole package of mushrooms and allowed the mushrooms to become tender. I then added about 1/2 cup of chicken broth as well as 1/2 cup of white wine. After bringing the gravy to a boil, I simmered the sauce until it began to reduce. From there I added a bit of corn starch mixed with water to work as a thickening agent.

Roasted Fingerling Potatoes:
This is perhaps the easiest way to make potatoes and the results are amazing. It only took 3 simples steps to prepare: drizzle the potatoes with olive oil, season with rosemary, salt and pepper, bake until fully roasted.

Serve along side of the beef with mushroom gravy.

Carrot Cake:
Now as wonderful and as simple to make as that meal was, the true spring item of the night was the carrot cake. Of course, requested by my husband, this cake was moist and light and with each bite brought spring a little bit closer to Milwaukee. Here is out how you make it:

Start by greasing and flouring two round cake pans.

In a large bowl combine 1 1/2 cups of flour, 1 cup of sugar, 1 1/2 teaspoons of baking soda, 1 teaspoon of baking powder, 1 teaspoon of cinnamon, 1/2 teaspoon of ground cloves, 1/2 teaspoon of ground nutmeg, 1/2 teaspoon of allspice and 1/2 teaspoon of salt. Whisk all ingredients together in a large bowl.

Whisk together 3 large eggs at room temperature and 2/3 cup of vegetable oil.

Add the liquid mixture to the flour mixture until just combined.

Next, grate 1 and a 1/2 cups of carrots. For me this took approximately 5 carrots, but depending on the size you could need a few more or less.

Lastly, mix in the shredded carrots and 1/2 cup of crushed pineapple. The crushed pineapple adds a little extra moisture and keeps the cake fresh for longer.

Stir the batter until combined and then scrape even amounts into each cake pan.

Bake at 350 degrees for approximately 25 minutes or until golden brown.

Allow the cakes to cool for awhile before removing from the pans. Otherwise you risk breaking or cracking. While the cakes cool, make a simple cream cheese frosting. Start by beating together 8 ounces of cold cream cheese, 5 tablespoons of softened butter and 2 teaspoons of vanilla in a bowl.

Slowly, and only a little bit at a time, add confectioners' sugar until you have reached your desired consistency. Sprinkle with a bit of cinnamon and stir until combined.

Once your cakes are cooled, you can begin the assembly process. Take your time assembling the cake. Rushing through this process can cause broken pieces of cake in your icing. Simple place your first cake on a cake stand. Slowly spread a portion of the icing outwards. Try not to go back and forth over the same area.

Once the bottom layer is complete, gently place the second cake on top and repeat the icing process. Once the cake is fully covered, coarsely chop about a cup of walnuts and lightly press them along the edge of the cake.

Spring may be a bit delayed this year, but in the meantime we can at least enjoy a meal worthy of a beautiful spring day. Although I will probably continue to ask and wonder if it is spring yet (or if it will ever arrive), I am happy to know that with each passing day we are getting closer and closer to summer. And this summer will bring me the greatest gift of all - Baby Fischer! I hope she likes carrot cake.

Sunday Gravy

After a fun-filled weekend of family, friends and Notre Dame football, Sunday night somehow creeped up on me. Before I knew it, the family and friends were gone, and exhaustion and laundry were all that was left. With just a few free hours remaining before my dreaded alarm clock would sound, and a long week of work would force me back into reality, I decided a flavorful, hearty Sunday dinner with the husband was more than necessary.

I pillaged through the cabinets only to discover the remains of our Friday night cookout and stale tailgate food. I knew those items would not result in the end of the weekend dinner I was hoping for. Instead of scraping together a random spread of leftover brats, dips and an assortment of cheeses, I grabbed my keys and headed to the store in search of quality ingredients and inspiration. 

Within 30 minutes I was chopping and humming away as the husband watched his 5th football game of the weekend.  An hour later the meal was ready and the husband well-fed; proclaiming my creation “amazing” and rating it #1 across-the-board in his three, very nuanced, very refined categories. Beefy. Cheesy. Saucy. 

Pasta with Sunday Gravy:

What you need:

1 onion

1 large carrot

2 stalks of celery

Extra Virgin Olive Oil

1 red pepper

1 1/3 pound of ground meat (I used a mixture of beef and pork)

I can of diced tomatoes

1 can of tomato sauce

1/2 cup of heavy cream

1 cup of Zinfandel

1 bay leaf

Sea Salt

Freshly Ground Pepper

Fresh Basil

Freshly grated Parmesan Cheese

Pasta of your choice

First, chop the onion, celery, carrot and red pepper. Heat the olive oil in a large pan over medium heat. Add the first 3 ingredients and allow to sweat until soft. 

Add in the red pepper and bay leaf. Allow to cook for a few more minutes. 

Add in the ground meat. I used a mixture of ground beef and ground pork although you could use ground turkey and/or ground veal. Any combination would work. On this occasion, I used a bit more beef than pork.

Allow the meat to cook all the way through. Once browned, add in the red wine and bring to a boil. 

Allow the wine to reduce before adding in the diced tomatoes and tomato sauce. Stir together before adding in the cream. Add sea salt and freshly ground pepper to taste.

Once all of the ingredients are combined, bring the sauce to a simmer and allow to cook for up to 2 hours. If you are in a hurry and do not have 2 hours to spare, let the sauce meld for about 20 minutes before serving. However, the longer the ingredients have to fuse together, the greater the results. 

After the sauce has been simmering for an extended period of time, bring a pot of water to a boil and cook your pasta. You are going to want to select a pasta that can hold up to the weight and texture of this sauce (for example, pappardelle would work well). On this particular Sunday evening, I decided to use lasagna. Once it was cooked, I cut the lasagna into strips. 

Drain the pasta and set aside. Select a large serving bowl and spread roughly a cup of the sauce on the bottom. Add the pasta followed by the remainder of the sauce. 

Toss, and top with freshly chopped basil and grated parmesan. An easy trick for chopping basil is to to layer about 5 or 6 leaves on top of each other. Roll the basil tightly from side to side and then coarsely chop from top to bottom. This makes perfect basil slices! Once you have topped your pasta with the fresh herbs and cheese, serve immediately. 

Finally, as our friend Alex likes to say “Enjoy your Sunday Gravy!"

Mangia!

The Perfect Summer Steak

Summer is one of the greatest cooking seasons of the year. Not only do you have an array of fresh fruits and vegetables readily available (think beets, watermelon, tomatoes, corn, cherries, peppers, peaches, plums etc.), but you also have the opportunity to take full advantage of the grill and other outdoor cooking methods.  I envy those who live in warm climates and are able to grill out year round. Though I suppose being a northern girl who must give up outdoor cooking during torrential downpours and stick to the stove when the grill is lost under multiple feet of snow, I tend to appreciate it that much more in the summer time. This weekend the sun was shining and the grill was calling for an all American meal of steak, mashed red potatoes, salad and good wine.

When it comes to the grill, the men in my life have taught me all I know. Growing up in Kansas City, some of the best meals I have ever had were the result of my dad and his expertise in grilling and smoking. I remember many summer days starting with him preparing and soaking the wood chips for his smoker, slathering baby backs with his very own brown sugar and spice rubs, followed by hours of dedicated basting and temperature checking until the perfect slab of ribs was ready to be served. From barbecue ribs, to smoked chicken, pork chops, beef tenderloin and more, my siblings and I are spoiled when it comes to grilled or smoked food. There is no barbecue better than Kansas City barbecue and the best place to find and enjoy it is at my parent’s house. I may be biased, but I doubt I am wrong.

My husband is also a master griller. Although he does not have the many smokers, fancy grills and tools like my father (I am sure those will come in time), he still knows how to create a masterpiece. The flank steak from this past weekend is actually something he use to make for me when we were first dating. I have made some of my own changes - omitted some ingredients and added others - but he deserves all the credit for this perfect summer steak.

The Night Before:

With a fork, poke holes in the meat. Rub with ginger, black pepper, and brown sugar. Place steak in a Tupperware container and add enough soy sauce to cover entirely. Add in several drops of Worcestershire sauce. Slice up a Jalapeno or two and add on top of the steak (for some great heat!). Close container and refrigerate meat over night. Flip the meat at least one time while marinating. 

You can get away with marinating the meat for 2-3 hours, if you are unable to do it overnight. However, marinating over night results in extremely tender meat overflowing with flavor. It is definitely worth the night before preparation.

The Day of:

About 20 - 30 minutes before grilling, take the meat out of the refrigerator. If you go from the refrigerator straight to the grill, the drastic change in temperature will cause the meat to experience shock, which will result in a drier, less tender steak. Allow the meat to “warm up” a bit before throwing on the grill. 

While the grill is heating up, bring a large pot of slightly salted water to a boil. Once boiling, add in red potatoes (usually 2 per person depending on size). Allow to boil until the potatoes are easily pierced with a fork. 

After the potatoes have been boiling for a bit, it is time to start grilling your steak. Make sure the grill is very hot before putting the steak on. This will help create a nice sear and lock in all the juices. Grill meat until medium rare; about 5-8 minutes per side depending on the thickness of the steak. Cover with lid while cooking.

When the meat is done, transfer to a cutting board and allow to sit for 5 full minutes. Again, this will help lock in the juice.

While the meat is resting, drain your potatoes, and place in a large bowl (do not remove the skins! They add great flavor, nutrients, and texture). Add one tablespoon of butter and roughly 2 tablespoons of fat free milk. Beat until smooth or a until the potatoes reach the consistency you most prefer. If too dry, add a few more drops of milk. Mix in seasoned salt and black pepper to taste.

For the salad throw together a mix of chopped romaine lettuce, carrots, snapped peas, cabbage, tomatoes and your choice of dressing.

After the meat has had the chance to rest for a full 5 minutes, cut against the grain to ensure tenderness. If you like, you can quickly whip up a sauce very similar to that of the marinade. Combine soy sauce, pepper, ginger and a touch of brown sugar; warm on the stove and serve with the meat.  

Enjoy this meal with your favorite bottle of red wine and be sure to savor every moment of your grilled masterpiece. Before you know the snow will be back and you will be dreaming of grill lines on every dish you serve.