A Year of Firsts

This is the year of many firsts for Lyla. I remember shortly after she was born, the nurses kept telling us to look for her first wet diaper. When they saw that yellow line on her newborn Pampers turn to blue they celebrated and then celebrated some more. Since then, each day has brought many other firsts, and all are constant reminders of how quickly my little girl is growing up.

She had her first car ride.

Followed by her first night at home, her first restaurant experience, her first round of visitors and her first mass.

In July she celebrated her first 4th of July, went on her first walk, met her cousin Sophia for the first time and had her first bath.

In August, she had her first play date, her first party and her first round of shots. (That was one first that was not so much fun.)

In September she went on her first plane ride, visited Pittsburgh and Kansas City for the first time, went to her first wedding, spent the night at Grandma's for the first time, met her Kratofil cousins for the first time, slept in her own room for the first time and watched her first football game (one in which her Uncle John dominated).

In October she went on her first road trip to Notre Dame, rolled over for the first time, picked out her very first pumpkin and celebrated her first Halloween.

As you can see, she was not pleased with the group shot.

And last week, she had her first bowl of rice cereal.

She was no pro. I am pretty sure she got more on herself then in her stomach, but that's fine for now. We are just in the practice stage anyway. But this first felt like a big first. I experienced the same feeling that I had when I packed up her newborn clothes: proud of my little girl for growing, and learning and doing so very well, but sad that my teeny, tiny 6 lb 10 oz baby is no more. 

I know that this first will lead to another first and that with each passing day she will grow bigger and stronger. She is rolling for now, but in no time she will be crawling, then walking, then running. I get emails about where your baby should be in terms of development each week. It tells new moms  what they should be working on with their little ones and how they should be progressing. Last week it said that at 20 weeks old Lyla should be rolling one direction, be able to lift her head when on her stomach, laugh out loud, and reach for an object. I felt an overwhelming sense of pride when I realized that not only can Lyla do all of those things, but she is dominating them. She rolls not just one direction, but both. She has been able to lift her head and hold herself up on her arms for almost two months now. She's been laughing for weeks and not only does she reach for an object, she rolls towards it, picks it up and then rolls back to where she was. My little girl is kicking butt and taking names and I am one proud mama.

With my pride though, comes nostalgia. I have loved watching Lyla learn and develop with each passing day, but time is flying and I am afraid I will blink my eyes and she'll be going to Kindergarten. (I am thinking that my husband should start preparing himself now for that day. Pretty sure I am going to be a mess.)

As these days fly by and Lyla grows bigger, I keep telling myself to cherish these times. To pause and memorize specific moments so that I will never forget. To not wish away the present, but live in the "now." And this past weekend when Lyla's Fischer aunts came to visit, I did my very best to do just that. As she laughed and played with her aunts,  I sat back and watched, trying to freeze frame each smile, each look, each moment of love. She may not stay teeny and tiny forever, but she'll always be my little girl and I want to remember every precious moment, every first. 

Lyla wanted to make a very special meal for her aunts' visit. She requested, flank steak with mushrooms, roasted coriander, chickpea and lime rice (recipe below), greek salad, bread and for dessert, peanut butter and chocolate shortbread bars (recipe below). 

Marinated the steak over night.

The mushrooms!

Greek Salad with feta, cherry tomatoes and olive dressing.

Roasted Coriander, Chickpea and Lime Rice (recipe from McCormick):

Bring 1/2 cup of jasmine rice, a bit of sea salt and 1 cup of water to a boil. Reduce heat and cook on low for 18 minutes.

In a bowl combine 2 tablespoons of olive oil, 1 tablespoon of roasted ground coriander, 2 teaspoons of lime juice and 1/4 teaspoon of sea salt. Whisk together. Add in 1 cup of halved grape tomatoes, 1/3 cup of chopped cilantro and 1/4 cup of green onions.

Add 1 can of drained and rinsed chickpeas and the cooked rice. Toss together and serve!

Peanut Butter and Chocolate Shortbread bars (recipe from Fine Cooking):

First, to make the shortbread, finely chop 1/2 cup of unsalted peanuts. In a bowl combine 7 oz of unsalted, melted butter, 1/2 cup of sugar and 1/2 teaspoon of salt. Stir in the peanuts and 9 1/2 oz of flour.

Once combined, place the mixture in a 9x13 sized pan, lined with foil. Press the dough flat into the bottom of the pan before pricking it all over with a fork.

Refrigerate for 30 minutes. Then bake the dough for 20 minutes at 325 degrees. Drop the oven temperature to 300 and bake for an additional 20 minutes. Let it cool completely.

To make the peanut butte filling, combine 1 cup of peanut butter and 3 oz of room temperature butter in a mixer. Add 3 oz of confectioners' sugar, 1 teaspoon of vanilla and 1 tablespoon of hot water. Mix until smooth. Add in another 3 oz of confectioners' sugar and another tablespoon of hot water. Mix until thick.

Spread the peanut butter mixture over the cooled crust.

In a small pot, bring 1/2 cup plus 2 tablespoons of heavy cream to a boil. Pour over 5 oz of chopped bittersweet chocolate.

Let it stand for 3 minutes before mixing.

Finally, spread the chocolate ganache over the peanut butter mixture. Let it rest for 3 hours or refrigerate until serving.

Enjoy!

Is it Spring Yet?

When my husband was applying for jobs, I told him that I would go anywhere he wanted as long as it was south of our current location which at that time was South Bend, IN. Somehow he managed to accept a job in one of the only major cities north of South Bend - Milwaukee. He promised me though and stated over and over again, that the weather would be no worse, no colder and if I am not mistaken I believe he said we would experience less snow in Milwaukee than we had in past years in South Bend. I did not believe him.

Today is May 4th. We are a full month and a half into "spring," yet I wore my winter coat to work this morning and it snowed two whole days last week. When I check the forecast each morning, I find myself getting overly excited for temperatures in the 50's and not surprised at all when the high is only 42. I often point out to my husband that South Bend is consistently 10 degrees warmer than Milwaukee. Now don't get me wrong, Milwaukee is a far better city than South Bend. There is much more to do, wonderful restaurants to try out, apparently some great beers (50 more days and I can confirm that for myself!) and not a week goes by that someone doesn't tells me how amazing the summers are here. Yet somehow I find myself constantly asking "is it spring yet?"

Last week as the rain continued to fall and I was still wearing my winter sweaters I decided the only way to encourage spring to come was to start acting like it had already arrived - make a meal worthy of a beautiful spring day: beef tenderloin with mushrooms, fingerling potatoes, and a delicious carrot cake.

Beef Tenderloin:
Beef tenderloin is such a great cut of meat that you really should not have to do too much to it. I simply coated it with a bit of olive oil, and sprinkled it with rosemary, thyme, salt and pepper.

I cooked the meat at 450 degrees until it reached an internal temperature of 140 degrees. I allowed it to rest for 10 minutes before cutting into it.

Before serving the beef, I made a simple mushroom gravy by heating olive oil in a large skillet. Once warmed, I added a bit of thyme and a whole package of mushrooms and allowed the mushrooms to become tender. I then added about 1/2 cup of chicken broth as well as 1/2 cup of white wine. After bringing the gravy to a boil, I simmered the sauce until it began to reduce. From there I added a bit of corn starch mixed with water to work as a thickening agent.

Roasted Fingerling Potatoes:
This is perhaps the easiest way to make potatoes and the results are amazing. It only took 3 simples steps to prepare: drizzle the potatoes with olive oil, season with rosemary, salt and pepper, bake until fully roasted.

Serve along side of the beef with mushroom gravy.

Carrot Cake:
Now as wonderful and as simple to make as that meal was, the true spring item of the night was the carrot cake. Of course, requested by my husband, this cake was moist and light and with each bite brought spring a little bit closer to Milwaukee. Here is out how you make it:

Start by greasing and flouring two round cake pans.

In a large bowl combine 1 1/2 cups of flour, 1 cup of sugar, 1 1/2 teaspoons of baking soda, 1 teaspoon of baking powder, 1 teaspoon of cinnamon, 1/2 teaspoon of ground cloves, 1/2 teaspoon of ground nutmeg, 1/2 teaspoon of allspice and 1/2 teaspoon of salt. Whisk all ingredients together in a large bowl.

Whisk together 3 large eggs at room temperature and 2/3 cup of vegetable oil.

Add the liquid mixture to the flour mixture until just combined.

Next, grate 1 and a 1/2 cups of carrots. For me this took approximately 5 carrots, but depending on the size you could need a few more or less.

Lastly, mix in the shredded carrots and 1/2 cup of crushed pineapple. The crushed pineapple adds a little extra moisture and keeps the cake fresh for longer.

Stir the batter until combined and then scrape even amounts into each cake pan.

Bake at 350 degrees for approximately 25 minutes or until golden brown.

Allow the cakes to cool for awhile before removing from the pans. Otherwise you risk breaking or cracking. While the cakes cool, make a simple cream cheese frosting. Start by beating together 8 ounces of cold cream cheese, 5 tablespoons of softened butter and 2 teaspoons of vanilla in a bowl.

Slowly, and only a little bit at a time, add confectioners' sugar until you have reached your desired consistency. Sprinkle with a bit of cinnamon and stir until combined.

Once your cakes are cooled, you can begin the assembly process. Take your time assembling the cake. Rushing through this process can cause broken pieces of cake in your icing. Simple place your first cake on a cake stand. Slowly spread a portion of the icing outwards. Try not to go back and forth over the same area.

Once the bottom layer is complete, gently place the second cake on top and repeat the icing process. Once the cake is fully covered, coarsely chop about a cup of walnuts and lightly press them along the edge of the cake.

Spring may be a bit delayed this year, but in the meantime we can at least enjoy a meal worthy of a beautiful spring day. Although I will probably continue to ask and wonder if it is spring yet (or if it will ever arrive), I am happy to know that with each passing day we are getting closer and closer to summer. And this summer will bring me the greatest gift of all - Baby Fischer! I hope she likes carrot cake.

Something with Pumpkin for My Valentine

It was five years ago that I made my then boyfriend, now husband, pumpkin cookies. I think at the time he was a little skeptical of what pumpkin was doing in a cookie. Apparently, up until that point in his life, pumpkin came out only once a year and in the form of a pie, never a cookie (unless of course it was a pumpkin for carving). He tried my pumpkin cookies though, and after just one bite declared his love for those pumpkin cookies, crowned them King of all cookies and now request them throughout the year regardless of the number of months that separate us from Thanksgiving. Five years ago, I had no idea that I had created a monster, a pumpkin loving monster, who over and over again request “something with pumpkin” whenever I ask him what he would like for a particular occasion.  

As Valentine's Day rolled around this year, I knew I wanted to make him a very special meal, one that would show just how much I love him and how thankful I am that he is my Valentine, not just on February 14th, but every day of the year. But when I asked him if he had any special request for his Valentine’s Day dinner the only thing I got out of him was “something with pumpkin.” No decadent chocolate soufflé, no chocolate candies in the shape of hearts, nothing that had anything to do with romance, love or anything Valentine’s Day related. He wanted pumpkin. I should have suspected as much seeing as how on his last birthday he did the same thing and requested a Pumpkin Cake rather than a traditional birthday cake (darn those pumpkin cookies). But no, I was caught off guard once again and needed to come up with “something with pumpkin” that was worthy to follow the beef tenderloin with red wine mushroom sauce, mushroom risotto, broccoli and rosemary bread dinner that I had planned for that evening. 

We didn’t need another course added to our meal, so pumpkin soup was a no go. I was already planning on mushroom risotto, so pumpkin risotto wouldn’t work. Dessert was the only course remaining that I could squeeze in something pumpkin. I couldn’t make pumpkin cookies though, they were already made too often and just not elegant or special enough for this occasion, no matter how tasty they were. Pumpkin Pie was out of the question, it just didn’t feel right. I had already made Pumpkin Cake with Maple Frosting for his birthday and really did not feel like repeating myself. So in desperation I turned to my favorite culinary reads and once again was not let down. Fine Cooking provided me with the perfect “something with pumpkin” recipe that was elegant, simple to make and added the perfect touch to our Valentine's Day's meal: Pumpkin Cake with Sage. 


I started off by combining all of the dry ingredients into one bowl: flour, baking powder, ground ginger and salt.

Next, I melted a stick and a half of butter and freshly chopped sage in a small sauce pan.

Once the butter mixture had cooled, I combined it with a cup of sugar, a cup of brown sugar, fresh pumpkin puree, 3 eggs and a splash of vanilla. 

Next, I gradually added in the flour mixture and stirred until combined.

Finally, I scrapped the batter into a greased bundt cake pan and baked at 375 degrees for about 45 minutes. 

Once the cake had cooled, I removed it from the pan and decorated with with fresh leaves of sage. 

Although completely unexpected, this "something with pumpkin" was a great addition to our Valentine's Day. I had been worried that a pumpkin dessert would not be special enough on the day ruled by chocolate and I really wanted to make the perfect dinner for my very deserving husband. So as he took his first bite, I watched in great anticipation. My Valentine fell in love though and said it was even better than his pumpkin birthday cake. He is somehow already trying to determine when he can request this cake again... Memorial Day, 4th of July, some random day in March? In the meantime though, he has plenty of leftovers to keep this Valentine's Day going for the rest of the week. 

Happy Valentine's Day to all! And to my Valentine, thank you for being mine.